[ she doesn't mind. he's outside it all, this isn't an interview, so... it's fine. she lowers her voice anyway. ]
It doesn't make my feelings any less genuine, but... Will-kun and I aren't together because we like each other. It's because I'm helping him gain publicity, so everything we do is to show off the sides he wouldn't normally be able to from day one. It was my idea, so I'm really reaping what I sow, but I like him way, way too much. I really do.
... But... there's no way, you know? That I could say any of that to him, when he has so many people depending on him becoming king, when he's going to be in a whole other world -- I'm trying not to think he might seriously like me back, but he makes that hard too.
[ and that
is the crux of her issue, so soon, so early into this all things considered, is just how much she likes it and him and there's really no one else on her mind even if she should try just in case someone else is better suited to her and she does not care ]
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[ she doesn't mind. he's outside it all, this isn't an interview, so... it's fine. she lowers her voice anyway. ]
It doesn't make my feelings any less genuine, but... Will-kun and I aren't together because we like each other. It's because I'm helping him gain publicity, so everything we do is to show off the sides he wouldn't normally be able to from day one. It was my idea, so I'm really reaping what I sow, but I like him way, way too much. I really do.
... But... there's no way, you know? That I could say any of that to him, when he has so many people depending on him becoming king, when he's going to be in a whole other world -- I'm trying not to think he might seriously like me back, but he makes that hard too.
[ and that
is the crux of her issue, so soon, so early into this all things considered, is just how much she likes it and him and there's really no one else on her mind even if she should try just in case someone else is better suited to her and she does not care ]