I get it. [ Really, she does. The amount of times someone's been unable to speak of a truth due to someone else's, or even their own, tampering? She definitely understands. ]
So I won't ask. If there's anything I can do to help with the moving forward part, just shake me and we'll see what falls out. I think you could probably do with some of Anna-chan's strength, too. But I also think you'll be okay. [ Because at least Asa is trying. Just like Akechi, back then, when he'd offered her his hand to seal their agreement. And it means she has to commit to her words, too. Steve can get a breather, but she's not letting that last long. ]
... Thanks, too. For hearing me out. Sorry that I'm not as cool as you thought!
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[ It's the closest thing she's made to a joke in a while. Her mood isn't suddenly fixed or anything, but there's a warmth in her chest she hasn't felt since... for a long time.
She turns to look at Ritsuka again, asking with the trepidation of someone inviting their own execution: ]
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So I won't ask. If there's anything I can do to help with the moving forward part, just shake me and we'll see what falls out. I think you could probably do with some of Anna-chan's strength, too. But I also think you'll be okay. [ Because at least Asa is trying. Just like Akechi, back then, when he'd offered her his hand to seal their agreement. And it means she has to commit to her words, too. Steve can get a breather, but she's not letting that last long. ]
... Thanks, too. For hearing me out. Sorry that I'm not as cool as you thought!
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[ It's the closest thing she's made to a joke in a while. Her mood isn't suddenly fixed or anything, but there's a warmth in her chest she hasn't felt since... for a long time.
She turns to look at Ritsuka again, asking with the trepidation of someone inviting their own execution: ]
Um. Do you think we could maybe... hang out more?
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Definitely! I'd love to spend more time with you!