I don't know about justice... but I do think she shouldn't get her hopes up.
[ Except she means it from a place of kindness... mostly. The more twisted-up part of her bristles at the idea of watching others find the sort of happiness she never will, takes more joy in watching failure than success, but she didn't want to live like that anymore. She wanted to at least be able to say she meant well, that her heart was in the right place, even if it didn't change the outcome.
Turns out being a good person is really fucking hard sometimes. ]
Whatever. It's not my problem anymore. With the way she reacted, I doubt we'll ever talk to each other again. [ lmao bet ]
[Yeah, never talk to each other again. For. Sure.]
I think you're better off.
[He can't really get the vibe of her and if she's actually content with her decision or depressed... He can't say that he cares too much but this has been a cathartic way to bad talk one of the most obnoxious people he's come across. Not the most though that person is here too.
But he's not particularly interested in small talk and she clearly isn't up for it either so...]
Good luck out here, I guess... And really... There's no person alive that's worth whatever it is you're sulking over even if it is by your own choice. Shit like this is always for the best. The only person you can depend on is yourself.
[ The only person you can depend on is yourself. She snorts a little. ]
You don't have to tell me. [ And what if you can't even depend on that? What if the person in the mirror isn't you anymore, but your worst nightmare? What then? ] I'm done pretending to care about anything except the wish. Even if that's probably fake too... I just want this to be over with.
[ A month seemed like such a short time going into this. Now, it might as well be an eternity. ]
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[ Except she means it from a place of kindness... mostly. The more twisted-up part of her bristles at the idea of watching others find the sort of happiness she never will, takes more joy in watching failure than success, but she didn't want to live like that anymore. She wanted to at least be able to say she meant well, that her heart was in the right place, even if it didn't change the outcome.
Turns out being a good person is really fucking hard sometimes. ]
Whatever. It's not my problem anymore. With the way she reacted, I doubt we'll ever talk to each other again. [ lmao bet ]
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I think you're better off.
[He can't really get the vibe of her and if she's actually content with her decision or depressed... He can't say that he cares too much but this has been a cathartic way to bad talk one of the most obnoxious people he's come across. Not the most though that person is here too.
But he's not particularly interested in small talk and she clearly isn't up for it either so...]
Good luck out here, I guess... And really... There's no person alive that's worth whatever it is you're sulking over even if it is by your own choice. Shit like this is always for the best. The only person you can depend on is yourself.
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You don't have to tell me. [ And what if you can't even depend on that? What if the person in the mirror isn't you anymore, but your worst nightmare? What then? ] I'm done pretending to care about anything except the wish. Even if that's probably fake too... I just want this to be over with.
[ A month seemed like such a short time going into this. Now, it might as well be an eternity. ]