[ dammit - he should have looked to see who was coming before getting snippy. She doesn't deserve it. The Steve of a week ago wouldn't have even considered apologizing, but going through hell and then dying can change a man's outlook. He belatedly glances over his shoulder at her, but looks away just as soon, shaking his head. ]
It's okay. That... sort of thing that we're definitely not going to talk about would have made anyone upset.
[ Nailed it. ]
I don't have to stay for very long, either, if you want to be alone. But I didn't want to just leave you alone without trying to see how you were doing.
[ he comes so very close to telling her to buzz off for that - as if he can get over this by talking about pets! - but he manages to have enough emotional maturity not to. She's just trying to help. ]
I don't wanna talk about that either, [ he grouses, but relents. ] Look, I just... You can't help me. Nobody can. I don't want everyone to sit around feeling sorry for me, 'cause it just pisses me off.
[ wtf is this cute response. Steve breathes a laugh at that, shaking his head in something akin to disbelief. ]
I didn't know you were such a cornball, Ritsuka.
[ the words are without venom - he obviously just doesn't really know how to respond, as evidenced by the awkward moment or two of silence before he adds on: ]
Well, you're getting the Steve encore performance. Congrats.
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[ dammit - he should have looked to see who was coming before getting snippy. She doesn't deserve it. The Steve of a week ago wouldn't have even considered apologizing, but going through hell and then dying can change a man's outlook. He belatedly glances over his shoulder at her, but looks away just as soon, shaking his head. ]
Sorry.
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[ Nailed it. ]
I don't have to stay for very long, either, if you want to be alone. But I didn't want to just leave you alone without trying to see how you were doing.
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'm fine, [ he mumbles. ] It's not like anything's changed.
[ he's just been continually trying to not think about this. ]
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... Avoiding this is hard. [ A thoughtful pause. ]
Um, are you a dog or a cat person?
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[ it's so out of left field that it actually gets him to look at her properly this time. ]
What's that got to do with anything?
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[ Obviously. ]
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I don't wanna talk about that either, [ he grouses, but relents. ] Look, I just... You can't help me. Nobody can. I don't want everyone to sit around feeling sorry for me, 'cause it just pisses me off.
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[ Hm. She considers what to say, then sort of quietly shrugs her shoulders. ]
I'm glad you came here, at the very least.
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[ very earnestly - maybe even a little suspiciously, as if she's setting him up for a joke. ]
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[ simply. ]
I sorta feel like I would have lost out on something without ever knowing what it was.
Not to mention if this wish thing is valid, maybe it gives you more of a chance. But that's just my thoughts on it.
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I didn't know you were such a cornball, Ritsuka.
[ the words are without venom - he obviously just doesn't really know how to respond, as evidenced by the awkward moment or two of silence before he adds on: ]
Well, you're getting the Steve encore performance. Congrats.
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[ With a laugh of her own. And a clap for his "performance." ]
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