Mmmn, wellll. [ tilting his head to the side, that feels like so long ago now. ]

I guess I was more really interested? But I'm not gonna let something I potentially want slip by just because I'm not 100% sure yet. So yeah, I'd have made some other excuse to visit you, unless you gave me a reason not to.

But if we're talking about when I knew I really wanted you, that's more fuzzy... normally I just know? And I did but it felt different.

[ a breath in that doesn't really fill his lungs any, but he doesn't notice. ]