singurarity: (Death isn't optional)
Ritsuka "but why is the quartz gone" Fujimaru ([personal profile] singurarity) wrote in [community profile] puppycrush2 2024-11-26 06:19 am (UTC)

[ The weight of a life isn't worth comparing. It's devastating to have the life of someone slip through your fingers and it's devastating to have to let go of so many more. That she'd had to do what she did still makes her feel sick when she thinks about it and she can't not think about it. ]

There were... a lot of people who died in front of me, that I couldn't save. And the ones I erased...

... You're really kind, Josuke. I don't want you to imagine it or to know what it's like to fight to save your world. And I don't want anyone's forgiveness, because I don't want anyone to ever think this is okay.

[ Ritsuka is little more than a quivering ball of misery at the moment, honestly, head lifted from her knees only enough to be heard. ]

I don't know. About the wish. If I could trust it, I'd want to hold on to it and figure out if there's a way to stabilize the existence of those people and give them a second chance. See what else I have to do with the driving force behind this mess. I can't just say "I want it so this never happened," because it'd just probably mean those Lostbelts didn't ever exist in the first place when they were only brought out because of that force. And the other Masters would still be dead.

... I can't give you a direct answer right now, because of that. I'm sorry.

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