[ What he's saying is ridiculous. It's ridiculous, and she wants to call him a pervert again, but it comes from a place of too much sincerity for her to do more than sigh. ]

I get it. There are things I'd rather die than do... but I don't know if I actually could. I just don't have that kind of resolve. [ It's not that she's attached to her life. It's that she's terrified of letting go. ] You're a way better person than me. That's why I didn't want us to get any closer.