[ She pushes her hand up through her bangs, letting them resettle. Asa's words, whether she heard them from someone else or not, aren't wrong. ]
It hurts every single time I'm reminded about it, even way later. Even now, I think, "Maybe if I'd done something different from the very start, things wouldn't have turned out like this."
But I can't change that now. All I can really do is keep going. Maybe adjust a little as I go.
[ A pause, and she scrunches up her nose. ]
And I have to... remind myself that a lot of the time, I'm not doing this alone. Even if I think I should, or that I am.
That goes for you too. I don't know why you rejected Anna-chan and I don't know everything you're going through, but you're here with a bunch of weirdos who might be able to support you. At least help with some of that hurt.
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[ She pushes her hand up through her bangs, letting them resettle. Asa's words, whether she heard them from someone else or not, aren't wrong. ]
It hurts every single time I'm reminded about it, even way later. Even now, I think, "Maybe if I'd done something different from the very start, things wouldn't have turned out like this."
But I can't change that now. All I can really do is keep going. Maybe adjust a little as I go.
[ A pause, and she scrunches up her nose. ]
And I have to... remind myself that a lot of the time, I'm not doing this alone. Even if I think I should, or that I am.
That goes for you too. I don't know why you rejected Anna-chan and I don't know everything you're going through, but you're here with a bunch of weirdos who might be able to support you. At least help with some of that hurt.